Struggling to find meaning to my life...

• life ,for me , has been a series of mistakes and blunders...
• did I learn from my mistakes? : is the big question for me...
• Am I improving every day?
• Could I instill more discipline in my personal life?
• Have I been able to do business, as I tried?
• Have I been a good negotiator?
• Have I improved my telephonic communication?
• Have I been a fearless person?
• Have I been able to give a corporate orientation to my personality?
• HAVE I IMPROVED ON MY COURAGE-LEVEL?
• Am learning something good on each day?
• Am I motivated to do hard work?
• Am I attaining some kind of perfection in what I do?
• Have I improved my communication skills in last 5 years?
• Am I improving my knowledge?
• Have I improved my level of mental focus/concentration?
• Am I really trying hard to do something big in life ?
• Have I been able to overcome my fickle-minded behaviors of the past?
• Have I improved upon building better interpersonal skills?
• Have I developed optimistic and positive thinking in daily life?
• Have I improved on professionalism?