Life is a series of learning experiences

• Through bitter experiences on my health issues, I have possibly learnt certain hard lessons of my life...
• Health is heavily dependent on self-control, self-restraint and self-discipline...
• Lack of self-restraint, I have already suffered a lot...
• Many doctors have warned me about many deviations of mine....
• I must improve...
• I must improve on my will power...
• I must improve on my mental concentration....
• I must be more strict and harsh on myself on matters of health and professional behaviors...
• Many things are not taught in schools/colleges/universities and those are learnt from personal experiences and realizations...
• I now understand that I must live the life of a true devotee of God for the rest of my life, as I find little or no interest in material aspects of ego, sex, power and money(ESPM)....
• I must evolve as a nishkam karmayogi ( completely disinterested doer) for the rest of my life and living....
• My outlook towards life is steadily changing to a more silent spiritual life...
• I must not waste my time and energy ...
• I must feel God and enjoy God through personal conservation and preservation of inner energy...
• I must speak as less as possible...
• I must devote more time to meditation....
• I must not be fickle-minded any more...
• I should be slow but steady with my own academic pursuits...
• I should improve my training and teaching skills....
• I should publish at least one book  a year...
• I should more confident and courageous at the personal level...
• I should try hard for a change in job...
• I must be able to build a more stout and hardy health....